i'm about to lose it
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nycgirl717 - November 6

ok i'll try to keep it brief. im 29 and dh is 36 .my dh and i have been ttc since last yr sept. we started with RE in august 07 and i went through the whole workup. had an HSG and it was discovered that i have a blocked tube on the left. i was devastated. my dh has diabetes and they decide to do an EEJ to produce a specimen for iui. he doesnt ejaculate from masterbation. it seems that we have been met with so many roadblocks during this process. i missed the 3rd day test so i couldnt get clomid this cycle. they decide to still do the iui w/o it. so i went for my sono this morning to see if i had any mature follicles and low and behold i have one but its on the left where the blockage is !! :'( they suggested i save my hcg shot for next month. meanwhile my dh's internist wont clear him for the EEJ because he has a rapid heart rate and they wanna give him a stress test which our insurance isnt approving. so now we have to work on getting auth for that before my next cycle. i am just so stressed out rite now and so is dh. i ve been crying all the time and feel myself slowly sinking into depression. i know that wont help anything but it is so hard to hold on. all i want is a family and nobody i talk to understands :'(

 

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