Here I go again!
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WantsBaby2 - May 6

You are so funny Paige! I can just imagine you throwing stuff around your house!

About a year ago, I got so mad at my dh while taking the hormones. Nothing was going right that week and something set me off. I just started screaming and throwing stuff all over the bedroom and bathroom. My husband panicked and thought he would just sneak out of there fast! I threw stuff down at him while he was going down the stairs.

Now mind you.....my dh never picks up or cleans up after himself EVER. I went to work with everything a wreck......stuff all over the place! When I got home, everything was spic and span and back in its place. I guess he had mercy on me! God I was a monster! I just completey lost it. It's embarrassing to admit I could be that out of control! Well....I thought you girls would enjoy that story!

Wantsbaby2

 

meridithhasfaith - May 6

wantsbaby2

I feel like it's wrong to laugh at that story but I can't help it. I'm laughin'!! :D
I can't help picturing your dh after you left, scrambling to pick everything up. lol too funny.

I don't know if you saw my reply to another poster but directed to you after you talked about an insensitive pg woman telling you how many children she wanted. I did some weird hormonal things too.

I kept telling myself, It's hormones, it's hormones and it seemed to control me about half of the time. lol

Good luck this time (to dh too!) *giggle*

Meridith

 

paige - May 6

Hey Wantsbaby2 good story I laughed and you gave me cramps ;) Yeah I was bad that day then after I threw the trash cans I slammed cubboards yelled and then sat on the floor and cried. i thought god was punishing me. The next day i was the opposite i was on a silk plant cleaning rampage the whole day. After i cleaned them I recleaned them. I don't know those drugs make you crazy. I think I really scared my hubby :)

 

WantsBaby2 - May 6

Hehehe! It's ok to laugh. My dh and I laugh about that one all the time. I broke his pants belt when I threw it down the stairs at him! (Don't ask how I managed that!!) I think the buckle hit him in the head!!! :P

It's a good thing my dh is such an easy going guy or he might have divorced me by now! He can tell these days when I am on the edge and really takes steps to help keep me calm. Yep......I think I'll keep him!

Hormones hormones. Story of our life!

Wantsbaby2

 

paige - May 6

Yeah I think any marriage that can survive infertility is one meant to be. I know I made the first two cycles hell. This one I just try to tell everyone else if I don't feel well. Plus I feel bad my husband is getting ready for a national bodybuilding show so it's really his time. We agreed to wait for our last try but I wanted it now. So i promised i wouldn't drive him nuts! :)

 

WantsBaby2 - May 7

Yes, infertility does put marriage through the ringer. My dh is a trooper though. We have a great sense on humor about things and we usually laugh at all our past fights. I guess being able to laugh at yourself is a good thing!

I have so many home projects to keep me busy today. It is such a nice day here in Chicago. The first nice weekend in awhile! Flowers need to be planted, the garage needs to be cleaned out, weeding to be done, enough to keep my mind off things!

 

Fortyfour - May 7

When I start to lose it with all this craziness my husband asks? Are you going to throw something? It must be a side effect of hormones. That or wanting to strangle people. Take care everyone.

One day this hormonal hell will be worth it.

 

paige - May 8

Yeah my husband didn't have to wonder if I was goign to throw things he just moved quickly when I came into the roo! My first two cycles I was so stressed and desperate for a child and it consumed me and our lives that I know I got a good hubby if he is willing to go through it agian. He actually is so excited this time because I am so mellow he wanted me to get a test. i figure I have one more day so i am trying to fight it :o

 

SMS1129 - May 8

Wow, I am always glad to go to this site and hear that I am not alone...or crazy. I started b/c pills last Monday in prep for my first IVF in June and I have been soooo emotional. I have taken them before and been nauseous all day, I couldn't stand it. Now, I am just really sad alot. I cried yesterday thinking about Mother's Day today and seeing my extended family and all of the kids. I want so badly to be a Mom. My dh is great, he is very supportive. Last night, we watched Finding Neverland and I was sobbing like a baby. I guess it is the hormones. I can't wait to start all of the shots that go along with IVF...if my marriage is still in tact at the end of this journey...it will be amazing!!

Have a great day everyone and thanks for being here.

Sue

 

paige - May 8

Hi SMS yeah I ddi the samething on birht control but once I got to lupron and perganol and gonal f and all the others is when it reall kicks in so be aware of those. Hey you might be lucky one that doesn't get many side effects. Stimulation drugs was the hardest for me. That's when I was throwing things! When do you start your first shot? I hope I'm pregnant tomorrow when I test or tonight will be my last shot :(

 

SMS1129 - May 8

Paige,

My first shot will be Lupron in a couple of weeks. Then after my af starts again, i will be doing shots of gonal f twice a day until eggs are ready...hopefully 10 days or so, then retrieval and implant.

Good luck tomorrow, I will say a prayer for you tonight.

Sue



 

Fortyfour - May 8

Good luck paige and good luck sue with your cycle.

Take care all and baby dust to all.

 

paige - May 9

Thank you. I'm leaving in a few minutes for my test. Good luck with your shots. You'll be off the birth control before you know it. Keep me posted! :)

 

WantsBaby2 - May 29

Hi ladies,
I am so emotional this weekend. I cry and sob everytime the wind blows. AF left last week and I started my second month of bc on Tuesday. I can't even stand myself! Honestly, I don't know how women manage to stay on bc for years as a means of birth control.

Thanks for allowing me to vent. I get so angry because I am so sensitive to all the hormones. Does anyone else out there get horrible reactions to all these meds? ??? Or am I the only one?

Wantsbaby2

 

meridithhasfaith - May 30

Wantsbaby2

I am with you. I swear, I almost asked for a divorce yesterday when dh went grill-happy and ended up burning most of the stuff. Definitely worth being mad, even a dirty look or two as you scrape black stuff off your chicken but not divorce material!

I hate these pills and plan to tell the RE that when I go on Wednesday.

Wantsbaby2, I wish I could say or do something to help. All I can say is I understand and you are NOT alone. You are in the homestretch now, I think. Are you going to do Lupron? I apologize but I can't remember breakfast today, let alone important things. :( If you are going to do Lupron, you could be off these pills within a week or 2! Hang on, hon...

Meridith

 

WILDMOM - February 2

HI EVERYONE~ I'M NEW HERE BUT GLAD TO HAVE FOUND THIS SITE! I JUST STARTED MY 2nd ROUND OF IVF TODAY. I ALSO JUST HAD MY FIRST ACUP. APPT. TODAY. MY DR. HAS ME ON A SPEED ROUND IT SEEMS, I AM TAKING TWICE AS MUCH MEDS. FOR ONLY TWO WEEKS THIS TIME. THEY PLAN ON TAKING THE EGGS OUT ON VALENTINES DAY SO I AM HOPING THAT IS GOOD LUCK. DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY VITAMINS OR HERBAL REMEDIES THEY ARE TAKING TO HELP UP THERE CHANCES?

 

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