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I am in my horrible, awful, scary two week wait!!
We had a Day 5 tranfer on Tuesday. Retrieval resulted in 8 eggs, 6 fertilized and they transferred 2 good blasts, one was a little stronger than the other. My clinic does not really give me grading or anything technical to go on. That is so frustrating because I know my stuff as everyone else that invests this kind of time, money and heartache. He said they were "good" but not perfect,(the pictures looked good to me, if those weren't perfect I don't know what is...) and then one other lone embryo was frozen, we are calling him Vanilla Ice, and can't halp but think of that dumb song when I drive by the clinc! It's weird to know I have a kid in their freezer...ice ice baby....
Anyway, My progesterone level was at 35.6, she just told me that was fine, did not elaborate, though I proded like I had a cattle rod, she gave nothing up. I wanted her to say, well, you must be pregnant, probabably with twins, but dream on girlie!!
So here I am, test Friday morning, and I have NO pregnancy symptoms, and just feel like crying all the time, or yelling, depends on the situation. I am 31 and my husband is also, this is our first IVF, I have never been so scared in my life!!
I am praying for anyone who has ever been here, it's not a nice place to visit adn I don't want to live here. I am gonna die way before Friday!!!
Love to all, if mine is negative, I hope and pray for yours to be positive.
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