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I HAVE RECENTLY OGONE THRU MY 2ND MISCARRIAGE AT LEAST I THINK I HAVE. REASON WHY I SAY THAT IS BECAUSE THE DOC CANT CONFIRM IF I HAVE HAD ONE YET. I FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT IN JANUARY. THE DOC SAID I WAS 10 1/2 WKS. I HADNT SEEN A DOC BECASUE I WAS WAITING FOR MY INSURANCE TO GO THRU BUT DURING THE TIME I WAS WAITING I WAS 15 WKS ALREADY. THE VERY MORNING (VALENTINES DAY) THAT I WAS 15 WKS I WENT TO THE RESTROOM AND WHEN I WIPED I HAD A BROWNISH STREAK. I STARTED TO WORRY BECAUSE IN MY 1ST MISCARRIAGE THATS HOW IT STARTED ALSO. THAT NIGHT I WENT INTO THE ER ONLY ON A HUNCH THAT THIS COULD POSSIBLY BE A MISCARRIAGE, I WASNT HAVING CRAMPING OR REALLY BAD BLEEDING JUST THE BROWNISH SPOTTING AND ONLY WHEN I WIPED. THE DOC DID A TEST TO HEAR THE HEARTBEAT, THERE WAS NO HEARTBEAT, HE DID AN ULTRASOUND AND ONLY SAW A LITTLE BIT OF TISSUE, NO BABY. AFTER BEING VERY RUDE AND WALKING IN MY ROOM NON-CHALANTLY HE SAID IT WAS A MISCARRIAGE, THEN WALKING OUT NOT CARING ABOUT HOW I WAS FEELING. I SAT THERE IN CONFUSION THINKING AFTER I HIT 14 WKS I WAS IN NO CONCERN FOR A MISCARRIAGE, I GUESS I WAS WRONG. I SCHEDULED AN APPT. FOR THAT TUESDAY THINKING IF IT IS A MISCARRIAGE ILL ACCEPT IT AND GET ON BIRTH CONTROL ASAP. I WENT TO THE DOC AND HE DID A BLOOD TEST, MY HCG LEVELS WERE AT 4300, HE DID AN ULTRASOUND AND SAW SUM SUSPICIOUS TISSUE AND SUM FLUID. HE IS NOW DOIN ANOTHER BLOOD TEST TO SEE WHERE MY LEVELS ARE NOW. BASICALLY WHAT IM TRYING TO ASK IS IF ANYONE HAS ANY INFO ON THIS OR MAYBE KNOWS WHAT MIGHT BE GOIN ON BECAUSE AT THIS POINT IM CONFUSED AND IRRITATED. PLZ HELP!!!