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jiffys76
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OK so I survived Thanksgiving at my in-laws with my husbands cousin pg without being too overwelmed.
But now I have just had the shittist dream. I am standing in a room full of pg women some are family, some are strangers. They are all talking "momie talk" and pg talk. I am trying SOO hard to keep my mouth shut. But then it all comes out of my mouth like direaha. I start screaming - I would love to have morning sickness, I'm not going to be able to ever feel my kid kick, I would love to get fat, I am not going to know what it is like to breast feed!!!! I am screming this at the top of my lungs. Then they all look at me and tell me that I am over reacting. I scream that it is BULL SHIT!!!!
Then I wake up. Ok yesterday did really really really suck. It took lots of wine and avoiding the pg cousin toget through it.
Thanks for letting me vent,
Jeep-n Jenny
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kathyadam
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Holidays with PG relatives can be really hard.
I am sorry that you had to go through that!
I am always amazed how people can be so clueless and mean about infertility! I have actually had ppl with kids tell me stuff like, "you should be glad you don't have any kids, they are monsters" my husband and I have been at this for 6 years and remortgaged our house twice!!! Do they really think that I should be GLAD!!
Our worst insensitivity was this summer. Some of my husbands college buddies got together for a party and two couples were pregnant and didn't even tell us! They didn't want to "hurt our feelings"! Screw the pity party!! We were pretty hurt being left out! Needless to say, I haven't spoken to them since.
I hope your husband's family is being supportive.
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jiffys76
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Thanks - You guys so are amazing. No one else really understands what I am going through. My in-laws really are supportive as much as they can be. I get my results back from my anti-mullerium hormone test on Monday. If it does not turn out good I think this is going to be the stopping point for us and we are going to look into adoption.
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