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I tried so many times to write a letter, but I couldn't get past the first sentence: "It's with a heavy heart I'm writing to you...." All these months have passed since I knew she was preggo and I am still not ready to face the baby. I don't think I ever will be. I just can bear the pain.
I took the coward's way out - I had hubby call them. He told them I was not well, that it was nothing physical, that I'm suffering emotionally, that I'm wearing my pain on my sleeve and can't hold it back, and for that reason we won't be attending and we hope the understand. He wished them well, congratulated them once again, then quietly said good-bye and hung up the phone before they had a chance to speak. When he turned to look at me, he had tears running down his cheek.
God I love him.
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Oh Silli-Kittie (it is Baby4Us here.. I couldn't stay logged in for some reason) .. I have tears reading your note... And you did not take the "coward's" way out... you have been very brave.. this is an extremely emotionally trying time.. that even time won't heal completely.
Juts know that I, and eveyrone on this site.. are thinking of you...
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Silli Kitti- that wasnt being a coward, it was taking care of yourself. I had my husband answer the phone for a week after my d/c and he told most of our family that i had miscarried. It is so hard on them also but our bodies are going through hell along with the emotional.
Today is the first day I actually feel physically good after the m/c and it has been 4 weeks. It is so hard on our bodies, minds and souls. take care and keep taking care of yourself. I am rooting for you.
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