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I stumbled across this board while searching for info on Ovulex. I must say, I found enough good info to convince me to try it. I should be receiving it any day now. My DH and I have been ttc for almost a year. No luck yet. In the past (before I met my hubby), I had 3 IUIs done and none of them worked. I've used ov predictor kits, and there doesn't seem to be a problem there.
The worse thing is when family and friends are constantly asking, "when are you gonna have a baby?" That is so stressfull, and it's making DH crazy. We had a fight Saturday night because he feels like I'm putting too much pressure on him by having sex "on a schedule" I do everything I can to make it not feel that way, but when there's only a couple of fertile days a month, it's kinda hard to control that part. It's not like that's the only time we do it, but still. . . I'm just so frustrated and sad all the time about it.
Also, I'm curious if anyone else has experienced this: for most of my life, I never wanted kids. In fact, pretty much up until I was almost 30. I swore I'd never have kids. Now, I'm having a hard time having one. I'm so terrified that this is a case of "be careful what you wish for". I want to believe that God, karma, whatever doesn't work that way. That the universe knows what's really in your heart, even though you say something else. But it scares me. Does that make any sense?
I apologize for rambling. I'm just really glad I found this place. You all seem to be a really supportive bunch of ladies, and we all need that.
Thank you for letting me vent.
big hugs!!
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