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Chrystal - March 20th, 2007 9:43 AM

[color=Pink][/color] Hello. My name is Chrystal. Some of you may know me because I have posted in several TTC forums. I began taking Ovulex on Februaury 15th TTC # 2. I became p.g. in 2002, but gave birth to a stillborn baby girl in on Sep.11th of that year. I really need cheering up because I'm really feeling down. I'm so emotional and frustrated over this whole thing. I've got a strange feeling that i may be wasting my time. Maybe I'm just concentrating too much on it. Anyone have any words of encouragement?[color=Pink][/color]

lili246 - March 20th, 2007 12:42 PM

Chrystal,
I am so sorry to hear about your loss. But you are not along here. I loss my #2 baby at 2 months and had a missed miscarriage, can't understand why but here I am trying to figure our whats going on with my period.
Pleae fell free to ask any questions and I really hope that you get that bfp soon. hang in there and have faith that it will happen to you soon.

Take care

Lili

Chrystal - March 20th, 2007 6:44 PM

Lili,
Thanks for the encouragement, I really need it right now. I took a HPT this morning and got a BFN....I'm so disappointed! Maybe I should just calm down, take my meds, and try to stop dwelling on it. Anyway, I'll post back later, I don't feel much like conversing right now.

Love and Baby Dust,
Chrystal

lili246 - March 20th, 2007 7:01 PM

Chrystal,
I am so sorry that you are not feeling good. I know your pain and frustration on tryig to get pregnant. I atleast have a 2 year old son that is my strength and for him I am keeping my chin up and having the faith.
Please do the same you have a step daughter that needs you and please trust in the Lord he will bless you very soon. I found out from my two pregnancies that the less you think about it the more likely it will happen. I got that bfp when I wasn't even thinking about and trying so please try to relax and I also notice that one thing that is your enemy is stress. OMG tell me I was in alot of stress this pass months and I do think that my very late period was due of all the stress and now that everything is all over and I am trying to relax look af shows up. ;) SO please have faith and everything will come at it's time.
Keep your chin up girl! it will happen for you very soon, have faith!

Hey have you seen the movie "FACING THE GIANTS"
You should see it if you haven't already. It will help you bring your faith back, it really relates fromwhat we are going through, I highly recommmend it! : )
Let me know if you get a chance to see it.

Best wishes and Good Luck!

~Lili

Chrystal - March 21st, 2007 10:50 AM

Thanks so much Lili, I will look for the movie. I actually feel alot better today. I think I am either getting ready to O again or AF is coming....I'm not sure. I've had lower abdominal cramps, slight aches on my left side, and tender breasts. Either one, I'm excited about it so that I can start trying again. Another thing that I found I can do to feel better is to videotape my step daughter. She is such a character! At 7 years ols, she is very impressionable. She likes the kind of music that I do and last night I taped her dancing around singing "We gotta get you a woman" by: Todd Rundgren, lol. Anyway, I'll post more later!

Love and Baby Dust,
Chrystal

lili246 - March 21st, 2007 2:10 PM

Chrystal,
hey I am glad that you are feeling much better today.
I am also feeling very happy because af is finaly here after 2 months of no af. I am happy that I can start a fresh new month.
Hey that is good that you find something to do with your stepdaughter and I am happen. Is she from you dh or is she adpoted?

I also find my self sometime to be with my 2 year old boy, he is alot of work right now and o yeah he keeps me busy so I think that I will have him keep me busy all the time so that I dont't get stress. Because I realize that stress can delay your period and I know because that was my main hing this last month and no wonder af was very late.

have a great day and hang in there our turn will come very soon. have faith!

Love Lili

Chrystal - March 21st, 2007 2:18 PM

Lili,
Good Luck this cycle! My step daughter is from DH. She is a MESS! lol.....Her name is Katlin, as you already know, What is your son's name? I've been wondering about that because I've been on Ovulex for a month now and still no AF...........I guess I should just relax and enjoy the Spring =)

Love and Baby Dust,
Chrystal

lili246 - March 21st, 2007 3:08 PM

Chrystal,
My son's name is Jose!!
I know they are a mess..lol I totally understand you ;)

well yeah the main thing is not stressing because that is what mess me up and took 2 months for af to come. So please relax and take it easy.

You might want to try that remedy! That helps to induce af.

well take care and best wishes!!

Love Lili

Chrystal - May 1st, 2007 2:48 PM

OMG Lili! I am SOOO happy for you! It hasn't happened for me yet, but there is always tomorrow.....

Hope all goes well!

Love and Baby Dust,
Chrystal

lili246 - May 1st, 2007 4:38 PM

Chrystal,
Thank you girl!!! I am so happy aswell!! :)
I am sure that you are getting close, have faith like I did and I never gave up I always keep myself positive and please do the same. I am sure that you are getting close aswell. SO what are o=you doing right now to TTC.
I will be praying for you girl :)

Take care and be positive!
Love Lili

Lorna - May 21st, 2007 12:25 AM

Hello!
I'm so sorry for you. I understand the pain of losing someone who is so close to you. Have faith in god and everything will be alright soon.
Take care!

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