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This is the first time I have felt the 2ww in the last 15 months of TTC and I am about to go crazy and I know that I am driving my DH to crazytown as well!!! We started Clomid this month and I took 50mg on Day 5,6, & 7, I didn't ovulate until Day 16 and I am now on Day 27 with a period that should have started today . . . I took a HPT this morning with a NEGATIVE result and dread every time that I feel any need to go to the bathroom on the off chance that I will see some spotting. I do not know how to make it through the next few days with out losing it and wondering if every mood swing is due to PMS or to the fact that I could be pregnant!!! I feel so frustrated with the waiting game and if my husband tells me one more time that if we do not get pregnant this month it is God's will for us to wait, but I feel as though I have already waited so long. I am so blessed to have my daughter and I know that I should be content with the joy that she brings me, but I can not help but desire to have a house full of babies. Every day I go to work and another coworker is pregnant (you may think this can't be, but since the beginning of March, 5 women that I work with have announced that they are pregnant, and only 1 was TTC!!!! ugh!) I pray every day that I will be the next pregnant one!!
I am sorry that this post is so long, but I am in the need to vent about this wait without burdening my DH every 5 seconds with my worries!!!
I will let you know the result on Monday!!! If I live that long!!
Stacy
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