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I am fairly young (only 22). I got pregnant with having missed a bc pill. I have a daughter that is going on 2, and have decided that I want another chilld. I have only tried for the last couple months naturally, and nothing has happened. I've thought I was pregnant, but come to find out- i'm not. I think the mind is such apowerful thing, that it created the symptoms of pregnancy, making me think I was pregnant. I want a baby, and am disapointed when it doesn't happen, but not yet in desperation, like alot of these other readings. I do think I have an obsession with it. I go to stores and buy gender nutral things, thinking that's it not going to be difficult, all you have to do is have sex 14 days after the 1st day of your cycle. As I read the other stories, my heart felt for them, and I am reminded of how blessed I am to have the daughter that I do have, and maybe I'm not that bad off. I was considering taking ovulex, and see if it would get me pregnant. My cycles are pretty normal- iget one every month, just not clockwork lately. It was 5 days early and very light compared to normal, and no cramping. I thought I was spotting and that I was pregnant, well- i took a hpt after I was supposed to have gotten my period, and Negative result is what I got. My partner held me, i think more dissapointed than i was, but maybe it stress too. The stress of wanting a baby so bad that it causes the norm of your body to get all wacked out. That's one reason why I wanted to try this ovulex. I spent the last 3 hours reading the stories of these women, and have heard no positive results thus far from any of these women. Hmmmm.... I think I have lots of time compared to some women here, but I dont want to wait 20 years of trying to find out it's not going to happen. Even the stories of fertility drugs dont seem to be a sure thing. Am I going about this all wrong? Is it worth trying- and put myself in a constant emotional rollercoaster?
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